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m_phillips
06 April 2009 @ 09:47 pm
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I got's me a date Wednesday night :) His name is Greg, and he's a sweetheart.
He's a farmer haha. He inherited two farms from his grandfather. He plays hockey too.
I'm so nervoussss. I am always shy when first meeting people. I hope I can get over my awkwardness :(

Grr.. I'm dumb.

 
 
Current Mood: nervousnervous
 
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m_phillips
06 February 2009 @ 09:35 pm
ADDICTED TO TWILIGHT :|  

I'm addicted, as if I didn't already know that..
I love Twilight, I love New Moon, I LOVE ECLIPSE, I love Breaking Dawn.... I think there should honestly be a support group for teen girls like me, because this craving, addiction, infatuation cannot be healthy haha. I dream and breathe the Twilight saga, and the first step to recovery is admitting you have a serious problem !
I'm in love with two fictional characters, and I would give my life to be Isabella Swan. GOD HELP ME. Haha. Edward Cullen and Jacob Black haunt my dreams, & I am literally counting down the days until Twiligh comes out on DVD and until New Moon starts playing in theatres.
How sad am I? Be honest.. lol.
I CRIED reading Twilight, and I CRIED reading Eclipse. I wish life consisted of Werewolves and Vampires but unfortunately I'm not that lucky !
I'm also in love with the actors that played Edward & Jacob in the Twilight movie. Robert Pattinson & Taylor Lautner ♥ They are so damn sexy (:

So, anyone out there as affected by these books as I am, I would LOVE to have some support !

Byeeee xox
 
 
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: restlessrestless
Current Music: never think - rob pattinson
 
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m_phillips
06 January 2009 @ 05:50 pm
I'm Bella Swan !  
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m_phillips
25 September 2008 @ 07:12 pm
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I am putting this song on here , because it pretty much describes my life .

Mad World
Gary Jules (cover of Tears for Fears)

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad World
Enlarging your world
Mad World.

 
 
Current Location: nans
Current Mood: geekygeeky
Current Music: mad world - gary jules
 
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m_phillips
01 August 2008 @ 01:49 pm
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 THIS IS MY RETALIATION .

Alysha and I have done nothing lately .
Get lives & stop snooping trying to find "evidence" because there isnt any . I'm so sorry I had a dream involving you Kim , but shit happens . Get used to it :) & stop getting the cops involved over absolutely nothing . No one has threatened you and it's kinda pathetic that you're that much of an attention seeker that you have to involve the police . And Stephanie , I didn't have a problem with you at all . But since you seem to like to place blame so much , why don't you point it right back at you two . Because you are not innocent in this .
Anyway , this is the last thing I am going to say about it . Have wonderful lives .
 
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m_phillips
30 March 2008 @ 09:46 pm
...  

I'm exhausted.
& I'm going to bed now. 
I just thought I would let everyone know♥

Goodnight lovers -xo

 
 
Current Location: somewhere
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: none
 
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m_phillips
03 February 2008 @ 08:10 pm
Stupid god damn superbowl...  
So my boyfriend is a fucking moron. He wasn't going to go watch the superbowl but then, decides to, when he was going to spend time with me. 
He's being a complete fucking douche and he was like yelling at me on the phone because I was upset that he would rather go out, to the bar and watch football than spend time with me. He's being a god damn asshole. Oh but it's okay because "it's his team playing" so therefore I guess he HAS to go? I don't fucking know but I want to kill him right now. And he's there while that Helen girl is working. LOVELY. And he thinks I just think he's going to do something or fool around with someone, but that's not the point. I realize he is with his god damn sister and I know he's not going to do anything but I wanted to spend time with him. He said he wasn't going to freaking go anyway. 
Like why the fuck couldn't they go somewhere I can go too? I can't go to "slutwaters" like everyone else because Im not 19. There ARE other places that it's playing that dont have an age limit. UGH. I'm so fucking frustrated. If you havn't noticed...
Oh but he's going to call me at half-time! Wonderful eh? 

Anyway, fuck, I have been at my moms house all weekend and I havn't gone on the computer so that's my excuse for not updating this thing. 
I worked Friday night and today and Saturday I went to Denim's and the mall. Ohhh yeah I dyed my hair. It's supposed to be dark brown but it's BLACK. I am pissssed. I hate black on me lol. I was hoping it wouldn't be this dark at all but unfortunatley it is. Other people say it looks nice but I don't agree. It's so phony looking I think. Some people can pull it off really well but I am not one of them lol. And, uhhh, it's so hard to get rid of. My hair is going to look like shit when it starts to grow out. It's going to have brown on top and black on bottem. Greaaat.

When is half-time anyway? I don't even freaking know when the damn thing started for god sakes ! Besides I dont really want to even talk to him. I am completely ticked off. I think I'm just so mad because he's being such a dick about it and he's like feeding the fire. He's an idiot. He has to expect that I don't want him being there with Helen, like not after he did that shit to me. Talking to her inappropriately... you know what I mean. Like "hey sexy... and omg you're so fucking hot you looked so fucking sexy tonight" etc... Yeah that's my boyfriend alright. I'm so fucking proud to say he's mine too... I love him more than anything. But man, what the hell is wrong with him? Really? I don't fucking do that shit to him. But it's alright for him to walk all over me right? That's just how it's supposed to be. I'm supposed to live with it.

I wish I didn't love him sometimes... I will never be able to hate him. I will never be able to NOT love him..
It would make my life so much easier if I didn't have a boyfriend and I really hate feeling that way. 

I love him D=
 
 
Current Location: nan's, my room
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: television ?
 
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